Do you ever just wake up, look in the mirror and feel so beautiful? I'm having one of those mornings right now. Some will probably cringe at what I said but that's okay. This is my blog anyway. Hehe.
I want to tell you a bit more about what's going on in my life today. Well, there are a lot of things that are on my mind right now. I know that I have just written a life update post days ago but it didn't really tell you much. First, my son has grown so much. I know that he's only 2 years and 7 months old but I feel like he has changed a lot. He says a lot of sentences in English now which is a big deal for me because English is not our mother tongue and I don't really have time to teach him anything so I'm really glad that he's picking up a lot of great things from us.
Second, I'm going to be fetching my friend, Jhen, from our hometown and she's going to look after our house for a while while we're at work. I have mentioned on my last post that we have two helpers. One is Anna. She takes care of the house. The other is Rachel. She takes care of Nevan Matthew. Anna will be on vacation for more or less two weeks so Jhen will take her place in the meantime. I'm excited because Jhen is one of my highschool best friends and I'm really glad I'll be able to spend some time with her.
Third, I'm really trying to balance work and family time. I'm trying to focus on my work while also not letting it be my priority because honestly, it is really not the most important thing for me. It is important but it is not the most. All I always think about is Nevan Matthew. I find it unfair that more than one half of my 24 hours per day goes to my work while I only have a few a hours a night, that is also when I'm already tired and sleepy, to spend with my son. Before, all I think about is how I'm going to live with my son while also being able to work. Now, all I think about is how I can spend more time with my son while also earning enough money to live a comfortable life.
I wasn't really able to spend time with my siblings as they grow up. I feel like when I die, they won't even have a memory with me to look back on. I'm thinking of a way to fix that while also trying not to let that happen to me and my son.
Lastly, I feel like I'm seeing a different side of my husband these days. For a few years now, I've been thinking of him as my partner and best friend. I feel like it's been so long since I've looked at him as a romantic partner. I actually can't even remember if I have ever looked at him as a romantic partner. Haha. That's sounds really bad, I know but if we'll look on the good side, since I look at him as my best friend I really can't live without him. Coming from someone who, most of the time, is emotionally unstable like me, that already says a lot about how great he is in taking care of me and right now, I feel like I'm seeing an even greater side of him. Unlike me, he has always looked at me as someone to make love with me. I know. I know. TMI. LOL. But my point is that for four years that we've been together, he never got tired of looking at me. I don't think that's easy. It's easy to fall in love but it's a different story to stay in love. This man is like a saint. Whatever compliment I say is still an understatement to his greatness.
I want to share more things with you guys but I'm already late for work. Thanks for reading.
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